Like a Brox

I haven't blogged in a while, and all my blogs so far have mainly been about gaming, so going to try to give a bit more perspective of RL of a self loathing, loath loving, hate eating douche.

Well, my mom told me the other day that i drink too much.... to keep leaching money of her. She told me that if I'm going to keep drinking like this i got to get a job.. whateff... morrakn... anyways, yeah, my whole easter vacation went away to either being high, or being drunk outtamamind.

I tried drunk dialing my whole telephone list, and ended up talking to...gamers.. yeah, i dialed Ustadbil, who i discussed tactics with while he was laughing his ass off at me. I told him i got the perfect combo, immolate charge... then i told him 5 secs later that my warlock didnt have a charge ability, so he cud scratch that. The next day i drunk+high (crossfading FTW) dialed another friend of mine, PirateJudge, who i play pala/warr/mage with. I told him we should start doing timed bursts, and then i calculated for him that we could burst for 40k.. i tried doing the same calculations the other day and ended at roughly 26k burst haha. Drunk calculations are awesome..

So, this girl I know, good friend of mine, tries to make me stop being so self-loathing and motionless, she tries to get me out of my self inflicted state of sociopathy. She is close to succeeding. We fought. Yeah, i didn't know wether I should of thrown up or raged all over the place when i got home. Was fking strange as I'm not that used to letting emotions either in or out. The next day (today actually, well, b4 12 o'clock, that day.. so yesterday.. uhm WHATEVER U GET THE POINTS) I decided to take a new approach to things, for her. After so long experience of just shoving shit down, never really caring, just having total apathy for everyone else around me I tried to take things head on and i told her we had to talk, so basically we are friends again and she started teaching me how to play guitar.

I'm out of gametime, and there are no series releasing new episodes, which makes me use my time on absolutely nothing.. Well i draw some, some of my drawings when I'm high are quite awesome, the way I tend to consciously break the normal way of looking at things is just awesome. Made some sketches while sober (can you use that to describe "not high"?) as well. They can b awesome if I care enough, but they tend to become too technical at times which can b daft in some cases, good in some.

ow about some of my plans, I need to get my shit together and make "The Big Brox Theory" soon, really been just hovering that idea around in my head without really doing anything about it. Also should get some clips up of warr/pala/mage (2000-2200) and warr/pala/warlock (I'm predicting this team could be good for atleast 2,4k, maybe even 2,6k pushable rating)

Anyways, tomorrow I've got a huge "new-norwegian" (wtf?) test, and I'm going to some big crazy party(at a thursday WHATAFAK, incoming shitty friday haha), so i need atleast some rest. GUDNITEFOLKZ